I so want how to turn into a bird again as a child

(from a woman's face)

Just a little more, one moment,
And my thoughts soar above the sky
I felt healed when I woke up
I waited and waited for a response.

Yesterday you confessed your sincere feelings
In boundless tenderness and holy love,
I have endured all the insults and madness for so long,
But nothing can stop me.

Yesterday I was grieving and so waiting for recognition
And today it's indifferent and the heart is all cold,
You'll soon be tearing your hair out of desperation
What used to bring joy is now mixed up.

Suddenly I wanted an all-consuming freedom,
Live your life, forget and not forgive,
Your love is an unbearable shackle for me,
Your arrival brings only sadness.

I so want how to turn into a bird again as a child,
Do not think about the problems and all the vicissitudes of the world,
I dream of plunging headlong into this magical world,
Do not listen to anyone, just inhale the impulses of your soul.