Nostalgia

Oh, fall! Such an amazing lovely season
When finally I found my only wish
With which I lived for many-many years
And didn't even notice it exists.

Today I dream I could come back in time
And feel old happiness right now for real,
But I know I can't live one moment twice,
So, I am sad. What can I do, it's nostalgia.

I just received a crazy gift, a day,
The only day that can make me remember.
It's rain again, it's snowing here again;
I'm walking in the streets wishing to stay there.

But there are no those old events, those people,
And there's no happy feeling in my heart.
Why I came here? What for I came?
Maybe, to say 'goodbye' to all my past?

All things around me are different now;
My life was changed completely by one winter.
These days I wanted everyone to leave,
But loneliness's so silent and so bitter!

I'll listen to that music, meet those people
To make me think that time is somewhere near,
But it's just a memorial of the past;
So, I am sad. What can I do, it's nostalgia.

August 18 2014