Best Friend

The night call in the night. You were so drunk, I am so sorry!You said you couldn't live anymore. But just you love me so much, that you should do it for me.I recognized your life's not easy but please,please, just be all right!You know I met a person who's interesting for me. It doesn't matter that he's much older,he's the light for me.I feel so free and happy,but I'm scared for you.I want you to be funny,smiley,crazy girl as I've always known.But through this night call you showed me that you have two persons in yourself...One is nice,kind,clever and lazy little girl. But another one wants to kill that one.She's selfish,angry on the whole world,doesn't want to live her life in such a way,because she's scared of strength,of people,of this cruel world.But I am ready to love them both,cause it's the only way to help my little girl.I know it's very complicated to be strong nowadays but I will be that one for you. If I am dead, promise me to stay..