Last Celebration. Return Of The Black Master

(From chapter "Yearly years")

Первая часть Квадрологии, написанной в период целенаправленного изучения истории оккультных наук. Стихотворение, как и три других из цикла, инспирировано музыкой группы "Tiamat" и имеет приписку - To my first love. Это своего рода мрачное посвящение девушке по имени Valerie B., тяжелая и мучительная любовь к которой еще много лет после разлуки с одной стороны, отравляла мне существование, а с другой вдохновляла на такие вот жутковатые произведения.

                Last Celebration
            Return Of  The Black Master               
                20.06.99.
                - to my first love -

Sentence of time
Executes by my hand
I go down
To the heart of this land
Hide your face
From my cold scanning sight
No escape
Feel my limitless might
Thought you know me?
You don't know me quite well
I'd come back for you
Even out of hell
Follow me
Now you just can't resist
It's my way
To the kingdom of mist

Chorus:
Hold my hand; fear my strength; fresh my blood
Take your fate; I'm the great will of God

I take you
Not so slow, not so fast
You're my best
Sacrifice to the past
Flying close
Like in good oldest days
'Tis our last
Ardent touch on the race
You may ask
Why I'm taking a knife
I must carry
Will of Great Book Of Life
Let you go?
No, you'll never bring back
I'm not a man
I'm a Master of Black

Chorus:
Hold my hand; feel my strenght; taste my blood
Tear my soul; light my mind; break my heart

Clasp to me
I'm still feeling your warmth
No return
Now I have to go on
Please, don't cry
Too much rain of my tears
Let they be
Last remains of those years
Innocence
Was not taken by me
Let me know
Have you ever been free?
That's my shame -
I was not your first man
Now it's late
I must finish my plan

Chorus:
Hold my hand; feel my strength; fresh my blood
Take your fate; I'm the great will of God

Kiss my lips
Taste of my last goodbye
Lay down, babe,
I shall tell all this WHY:
I can't reach
Highest art of the wise
'Cause I'm still
Hypnotized with your eyes
It's your time -
Time to find paradise
My first love,
You'll be my sacrifice
Share the fall
On the wings of black dove
Join my grim
Celebration of love

Chorus:
Shine of spark breaks the dark, lights my fire
Strings of hell ring my bell, I get higher

Music taken from "Tiamat" album "Clouds'92"
track №4 "A Caress Of Stars"
Lyrics by: A.S.