and then you hit me, baby

and when I finally have that nice advantage over you
hard-won, achieved after days of pain
when it's you who worries

I decide to lower my defenses

and then you hit me, baby
and it hurts

now I'm again the one who worries
and I feel a fool that I allowed you to hit me
maybe I'm some kind of masochist?
who loves taking pain

or it's just I was drunk
lost control over myself
when you drunk you always do those stupid things
you latter regret

or it's just that the advantage in itself wasn't  really an advantage
more of a disadvantage
because it's a dead-end, impasse
the way with no future for us
where we can be together

and then you hit me, baby
and it hurts


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