Farewell to you

Farewell to you.
You’re leaving,
And I’m left alone
At my gloomy shore.
But if only I could
Fall at your holiday cheer,
Like no longer loved seagull,
And your faithful grave could I become…
It is sick Hope that feeds your heart,
Digging her claws into the paper of money
And buying eternal love’s prophecy.
May the devil live in you?
May you feed the devil?
There was no ground left under the feet.
And I was falling, still falling am I into the abyss!
Lift me! But you
Have fallen for someone just for a while
To brighten your loneliness up
With that black poison and poor asylum
Of all thinking, ugliness, pain.
You’re the firmly tin man
With the tin and unspeakable soul.
Take me apart to the mottles,
Build with the jittery arm
Your prime and fragile honey
Her behind your back do not hide!
Let me make you some tea…
Like a bird to you will I sing.
It is you who I happened to love
Now it’s me who is parting from you.
Let flutter your delicate wings
Seducing other she hens…
Make your long tail fluff out
And dance the suffering dance!
Tear at last all that skin!!!
It’s the skin of the bear who’s ill,
It’s the place where you hid your wounds
For the bitch you decided to breathe.
I just need a little of wisdom
And I’m begging the fate about you,
Though betrayed you a little bird-girlish.
It’s hard to forgive you. It’s true…

Farewell to you!
Forgive the ones you love.
And if they make you go – just go.
And though you can’t stay strong
Shout, explode yourself or cry
But… Forgive the ones you love
After all tell them: ‘Goodbye!’