The human just crying

We loved,
meanwhile hated.
Whatever t'gether,
regardless o' what 'xpected...
Shackin' our hands
of destiny fulfilled,.
We were laughin',
protected by the feel'...
And now when everything' s over,
i' m catchin' often myself
on a question
to say on my lonesome way:-
"Where have you gone?"

First i was thinkin',
i would never forgive you
for leaving...

Now i am fooled one by myself,
no one, but just the living.
With out you...
Without you!?

Oh, happy joy of the wound - binding,
blinded again...
Gush, we were the spirits kindred!
And when i stop the blood flow,
i could remember all of that smile
that you had, but haven' t...
B'cause you' re gone...
Wher' you' d gone!?

Alone at the crossroads,
with a horrible headache.
I' m drinking,
maybe i' m smoking
something surely devilish...
My eyes,
the mirrors of virgin's flawless
o' tamin' the pain.
The wind that blows with the clocks,
made of pure sand.
I never told you,
but... now... dying.
I love you!
You cannot hear,
well...
i am just typing.

Remind me.
I cannot watch out
to the lighting when the
wheather whether whatever doesn' t like me...
The forces are missin'.
Strange i guess,
nothing inside me.
I beg...
But you' d bet,
remains nothing...
Here, holding the crying,
which i, being the man,
believin' in nothing,
the fingers am bitin'...
Escaping the blood...
The eyes tightly shut.
Hear, there were the thunder...
The eyes, which are close
to collapse inside the orbits.
The lighting...
I know, it was first.
Like you...
Didn' t see it...
Rewrite it!

And when it' s too late
for feed, sleep, even sex...
Oh, Jesus!
For God's sake!
The flowing of time in the sand
inside my eyes'es water...
Yeah, it rains.
Now i 've 'em opened...

Look!

You are on my streets paved
with the flo(u)wers...
You are in the green missing
this autumn...
' are all of my breath,
that is expandin'...
Just livin' for you!
Oh, where are you!?

The human ' just crying.