Nothing is forever, but time...

Nothing is forever, but time…
It is endless…
Time is flying again and again
and I feel it’s becoming quicker,
but wishing stronly
this time to be the quickest now
doesn’t help me, so…

I am waiting, dreaming, imagining,
and I can’t stop doing it,
it’s not in my hands…
The same pictures are in front of me –
He, his eyes – I’ll disappear inside them when meeting him –
His smile.. baby’s smile in real!

I’ll maybe lose my mind
and fall because of emotions.
But when I open my eyes –
I’ll see the son of my fate sitting near.
And he will ask me not to fall again
cause he’s worried about me and he cares.
He will say: «I need you so, my love…»
And will take my hands so tender…

Then.. there will be lights of warm mornings,
there will be gladness and smiles again.
He will ask me: «What is happiness, dear?»
And I’ll just smile to him one more time…

Time… it is flying again and again,
some day time will separate us
and we will cry on our shoulders so…
My fate will need her son back from me.
He will just say: «See you, darling…»
And will take my hands so tender…

And I become weak day by day waiting.
I won’t think, I just need the time to get through!
I am waiting for him. That’s it.
Days are slow again. I am waiting.

Knocking to my door? Strange…
I am opening it –
my fate came.
She came to me to say that
she doesn’t need her son any more
cause she understood
how much I needed him also
and understood –
if he is in my life –
so we are ALL together –
He, I, my fate, his fate.
And my fate smiled at me and said:
«Take him».

Nothing is forever, but we…
He is near.
He is holding my hands so tender.
He is on my doorstep now.
And I whisper to Him:
«Hello… Welcome…»

2008