Perhaps it s better after all

I could have been better than that,
I could have seen further than
The Hubble can see,
I could have been stronger, you see.
I should have been there for you,
I should have been there with you.

Her expectations were high in the sky,
All she was dreaming about was rye
Beneath her fingers and lies,
She knew it was just a lie.
Her indications were lower than seas,
Eyelashes flickering, eyes were clean.
Looking so far at the sky,
She whispered her last goodbye.

I could have been better than that,
I could have seen further than
The Hubble can see,
I could have been stronger, you see.
I should have been there for you,
I should have been there with you.

She showed us her best techniques,
In that panic she was calm as a tree,
Nothing could have broken her will,
In oxygen there's no more need.
I knew she was planning it so long,
Long, long ago before we've ever met,
She sang me once a pretty song
Which I still cannot get.

I could have been better than that,
I could have seen further than
The Hubble can see,
I could have been stronger, you see.
I should have been there for you,
I should have been there with you.

It feels so cold in my room,
Shivering I'm looking at the wall,
Perhaps it's better after all.
Softly smiling you've reached your goal.