poems. note 3. 2011

Oh baby, baby...
Why cant you see my tears???
Why cant you see and come for me???
I have been waiting for so long
In times,
When i was needing
You so much
You was not came...
Where is fair
Where is the spase of love???
If you left me again alone???
Maybe i dont see??
Maybe i am blind ?!
I will cry agan in loneliness
This night
Maybe i will survive
In this tears of lonliness,
Maybe not
Anyway...
You will not care
And not come
Who knows,
How long i will go on this way
My life is a long road
That i creating all by myself
But, Holly shit?
Why while i am with evrybody
I am so lonely??
I always were a star of my big worm company,
And best in school
But, God ?
Why he dont come again???
When he knows that i feel so much pain?
Maybe i feel betrayed???
Or cold....
Maybe the reason has gone trought me??
No one knows...
Just my heart again flutes in my chest
Stop, heart, please, stop it or it would be better if you stop beating at all!!!!
Coldness in the dark...
Only stars and moon can see my sadness
Soul, why  you getting also painfull and cold??
Arms...
Lonely arms that have nothing to embrase
That the hug them self
Tears
Lonely tears and there is no world
Because no one will never hear silent pain of mine
No one
And he...
He will not come to me...
Of course not,
Because no one feels what i feel in the darkness alone
Tears, holly tears
I wish they could take away this pain
Forever FAR away from me!!!
Hm... drop drop tears droping down on my
Keyboard while i am writing this poem,
Full of my feeelings,
With hope of understanding from people
I hope they will read this
I will do
All... that no one on the Earth
never will feel pain alone or feel pain
I will not leave crying people
 like they was living me one by one
 NEVER
holding and promise all what i have known in my eyes, brevery
i will be forever happy
even sometimes my hart is breaking in lonelines
i will do that it will never drop again
because my life
my life will be perfect
and my life are perfect
i will go now and smile
despite this feeling of sadness
i will go and help another person
who loosed hope
i will go and feed homeless animal and finding' owner for him...
we all need love and nderstanding to make this Earth holly landing...
to us love to you light
i know that he will not come but i will try feel good