die today

/songs

I give up my hopes and pick up my eyes
I give you my truth and get only lies
And I don't care, although I maybe should
There's crowd in the rain that never knew this mood
 
it's like you want to jump out
straight out of yourself
it's like you want to push out
every garbage you have
it's like you want to scream out
every single word of hate
but hate is there for a reason
it kills you, day by day, and I
I just don't want to die
today
 
I give up my bones and pick up my tong
I give you my life and recieve nothing for
Everything I cared is burning right in me.
There's a person in this rain you were supposed to be
 
and it's like you want to jump out
straight out of yourself
it's like you want to push out
every garbage you have
it's like you want to scream out
every single word of hate
but hate is there for a reason
it kills you, day by day, and I
I just don't want to die
today
 
turn to me, look in my eyes
it should be them I see if I die
but I will live, and I keep praying for the pain
it means I'm here and I still may stay away
from the creek I've been falling into
it's like gravity of all the bad things to do
made me think it's a way of living for me
but I don't preach, oh no
just don't want to die today
 
and it's like you want to jump out
straight out of yourself
it's like you want to push out
every garbage you have
it's like you want to scream out
every single word of hate
but hate is there for a reason
it kills you, day by day, and I
I just don't want to die
today
 
and it's like you want to jump out
(ask yourself for something more)
it's like you want to push out
(was it everything you want)
it's like you want to scream out
(both you and I know it won't help)
but hate is there for a reason
it kills you, day by day
 
and I
I just don't want to die
today