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do you want me
to believe in you
to give you the strenght
you're so obsessed with

do you want me
to cut in two
and clear my mind
with cloud pills?

do you want me
to stay and see
as you shall
cut your wrists

and be the witness
of the darkest
one you've ever
been

do you want me to believe in you,
give you strenght and blade as one,
what happened to the child
you cherished most inside?

do you want me to be beside you?
I was there, all this long cold winter
do you want me to believe,
because I love? what, do you want me?

to temper shine of eternal soul
to lost some blood and gain controls
of matters of the endless time
do you want me to say goodbye?

and soon the sun's up high
looking at your naked body,
the manequien's broken,
but he feels alright

do you want me
do you want me to
do you want
I loved enough of you
do you want me
do you need me as I did
all this never-ending winter
of commas, blood and myth

and do I want you
do I want you to
do I want you
to be the one you were
no, I'll regret it
from the first second
I know for sure,
as I already do.