Why

You live as if nothing has happened
So self-reliant and independent,
So smart, so generous, so patient,
Almost completely without flaws.
You're a lucky man with noble name,
With pretty wife and couple of children.
And all that stuff of happy living,
With human needs and human feelings.

So, tell me why? Was just a try?
So, tell me please, what were you looking for?
What did you want to find?
Tell me why,
Be honest, don't be shy!
And tell me, please, what was this story for,
Why did you make me cry?

You live as if there's nothing special,
Like all you've felt was superficial,
No place for me in your bright future,
No rights, no claims, no permision.
You do behave as you have never met me,
Or may be you want to forget me.
I don't fit your perfect picture,
This novel was my own fiction.

So, tell me why? Was just a try?
So, tell me please, what were you looking for,
What did you want to find.
Tell me why? Be honest, don't be shy!
And tell me, please, what was this story for,
Why did you make me cry?