drama drums

Fists clinched to numbness in the palms…
I hear bit of “drama drums’’
It grows ,gets louder, stronger, closer….
Announcing arrival of enforcer. 

I brace . All thou --unnecessary .
The “drums” suppose to sound scary .
Suppose to make me soft and weak.
Deactivate ability to speak.

Words ,explanations--not permitted !
Do not stand up, you must be seated !
Just simple “yes” or “no” allowed
In whisper. Normal voice--too loud.

The crazy thing about this
Is that nobody’s  getting pleased .
No purpose served or goals accomplished
Its  simply marriage in dysfunction.

There is no answer that is right
There is no winner in the fight
There is no goal , no rules, no purpose
Just waste of precious health resources.

Strained nerves,  fast pulse, increased  blood pressure,   
Drugs, alcohol to fight depression.
Clinched fists to numbness in the palms….
Result of fucking “drama drums”……