One-sided relationships

You tell me you don't want to see my sorrow face,
You say you love me and it's sad to see me so.
Then you advise me just to fake a smile and grace
You by my happiness or just be not so low.

You say that we are friends and you can understand me,
Can understand why I'm so melancholic now.
But you're now smiling and again you just demand me
To make my mood a little good, but I just don't know how!

Why don't you just embrace me, tell me something pleasant?
Why don't you see it's hard to fake a smile and laugh?
Why don't you go to mall and buy a little present?
If you're so happy now, why is that not enough?

You want me be so happy.
You're trying somehow help me.
You smile and laugh, you think it could be cheer me up.
But I will tell you something:
When I am sad or something
I just want see somebody failed or just fucked up.
Then I'll begin to laugh.

That's why I always don't disturb you.
When I feel down, I just stay home alone.
I am intolerable and I don't want nerve you.
I realize it and turn off my telephone.

But you can't even understand that.
You resent and you blame me of ignore.
Then you were happy and I was distempered.
And now I'm guilty and you're not at whole!

You think, is it some kind of friendship?
When sad one must divert a funny one
So I don't need one-sided relationships.
You're now the one who I could give a fuck!

You tell me you are friendly
You fake your smile and tell me
That our friendship is a thing to have a fun.
So if your friends are like you
Good luck with them and fuck you.
When you're in danger they all just will only run.
Will run away from fun!