I will draw another one

Фактически, это является переводом вот этого: http://stihi.ru/2011/07/07/3470

Violet high sounds of my own soul,
Splitting in the dark, play on my feelings,
Dimming other sounds, filling  a whole
Spacetime around with loud shrill grinding.

Insane chaothic pictures of my sins,
Spilling into pieces, cut into my mind.
I don't even remember how I've been
Staying in this place, don't remember my whole life.

My head is dispersing down the line,
And my heartbeat is shaking my point of view,
Pain is going to dissapear if I
Continue repeat "I hate all of you."

All around is bluring in the smears,
All the shapes of the world rustle by flutters,
My heart is crumbling down into cells,
Being not wanted to confess it's trespasses.

So
I let my heart is bleeding more
It's blood's a perfect cure.
I guess I have enough reposed
To heal it and secure
It's not enough my magic words.
I don't just care and I have some
Reserve tryes. I let my love die
Don't even care if it hurts.
So I will draw another one.

I don't know how I can find myself
And I also don't know how to lose my
Self. And now I already can not help
Myself, but today I do not go to die.

The bleeding body of my love, and
I can watch it right now. We both have made it.
I will bury it deeper, and will cover
By foliage, to no one would locate it.
I so hate it.
I so loved it.
I hate you
All off you
And I'll make you
Suffer for it,
Pay for it,
All you will
Pray and eat
It.
Eat my love's dead body
Swallow it's red bloody
Dust.
I will make all of us
And I hate all of us.
For killing us,
For just you are
So disgust.

But somewhere...
My love exists
And lives somewhere
(I believe)
I'm glad and don't care
It is dead.
(Just like me)
Became a part of
Road to nowhere.

Fuck off...