A Time for us

Hello, my dear, I'm writing to you
Again like always used to do
In cases when I felt so sorry,
Upset and hopeless, purple-blue.

I'm lonely, lost, and stuck in vacuum,
Complaining at the world's break-through,
In place where money rules above all,
And if you ran off - you're screwed.

I have no chance to get 'bit closer.
To hold your hand and stay in touch.
I can't get over circumstances,
When I desire it so much.

I'm here, you're there and nothing changes.
It takes six months up to a year
Until we'll pass this challenge bravely
And BE together, not APPEAR.

Speak softly love - I take it closer.
I long for warmth and sweetest words.
Although it all can be just sweet lies,
I want to hear those love accords.

One day of silence growing ices.
One hour lonesome is like two.
One minute coldness puts the light out.
One instant and I can't come through.

A time for us, when are you coming?
We're waiting for you so damn long!
It's almost year we are together...
Almost a year that we've been strong.

I'm scared...I am so scared to stay here.
I fear that something might just crack.
We are as one, when stand behind US.
My love, don't leave me, please come back.

My bed is cold without you, lonely.
My mornings are so casual, grey.
My thoughts are spinning 'round you whole day.
Come on, come through, come back and stay.

I feel your heartbeat through the distance.
I feel your breath, I know you live.
We had a chilly wind pass by us.
But love is not to "take", but "give".

I want a family - our fortress.
I want your hand in mine so firm.
Someday I want to have your child near my heart
And that our love will be long-term.