New day, second year

I love you all, all of you who been there for me this entire year, you know who you are, it wasn't an easy year, but I've made it, and I would never make it without all of you, Gods Love works thru people all around me, home, family, children, coworkers, random people on the street, doctors, stuff, medication, lectures, meetings, relationships, failures, mistakes, lows and highs, music, spiritual awareness, dogma, theology, power of the Cross, unity of all man, gossip, knowledge of the core of different religious views, media, internet, meditation, fasting, yoga, gym, social interaction, contradiction, judgment, confrontation, emotions, extreme states of mind, pain, extreme fast body transformation, overcoming fear, staying positive don't matter what happening around, going thru experience of releasing negative feeling by every possible form of self expression, reading spiritual books, singing, talking to my self, praying, writing, speaking in unknown language, connecting to nature, humans and animals, telepathic connections, becoming God like, becoming the devil, doing things selfishly, doing things for others, placing entire universe and God Him Self, inside to fill the void and overcome pain, start loving pain, using negative feelings and emotions in a positive way, creating gossip, setting unreachable goals, not telling people the whole truth, asking for help, refusing help, learning to say no, accepting our own selves as we are, trying to change the world and people, leaving everyone alone, confronting, people when they are wrong, learn from rejection, learn from other people interactions, and much, much more...those are the coping skills that I've learn from all of you around me, and I am very greatfull that you were there for me, exactly when I need to and did everything in your power to help me stay sober one day at a time...God bless you all with all His Love and Power and Peace and Joy...Feels good to start a new year with a smile and keep moving forward and try to help others set them selves free in their sobriety...Sergei Polischouk...