Disarmed

You conquered me, I fell under the sparkles of your charm,
I saw I never used to see before, laid down weapons disarmed.
You spread your love words in the scorching southern air,
Lived your stranger's life, burst into lonely mine from nowhere.
I didn't hesitate at all to follow you wherever you may go,
I didn't mind being your shadow, a friend but never a wicked foe.
You slowly involved me into your way of humble living,
I lost my ability to think, yours became my final prior meaning.
You swore of love to death, of going to the end no matter "if",
But time has shown those echoes finally turned into summer whiff...
You looked for sunshine smile, tried to make it linger on my lips,
You did your best... but still you didn't stop ignoring my pleas.
You're stuck amidst the sunlight and the quiet sighs of evil dark,
You brush away your salty tear but can't do it in your aching heart.
Your wounded pride and inner ego swallowed you with greed,
Deprived of pure love and bent down on your bleeding feet.
But should I say what feelings cluster deep inside my mind?
If you've already chosen your way remaining to my tears blind...
May only moonlight be a witness of my tear-stained pillow,
May only rain kiss my teardrops when I lean upon a window.
I missed that midnight train when you didn't wave your last goodbye,
Just squeezed through crowd disappearing in depth of night...

- Svetlank@ -