find me, open me

find me, open me,

explore me, expand me somehow,

endure me, then love me,

rape me, take with you my heart

and leave, run away,

just disappear, i know you can

then study heart as long as you

would like, but once you’ve done

slice it, torn apart numerous times.

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then find me, open,

throw in all the garbage you can,

then close me, filled with the leftovers

of your empty and painful days.

and leave, run away

just disappear, i know you can

and happily everafter

until the crash of the plane

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then find me, no open,

not a single sight of the door

trapped by karmic decision

to do what you want,

to make me hurt

_

and stay here, in despair,

so cold and so alone,

until the time is gone,

until i die you have no choice

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and i won’t touch you,

and don’t you dare

touching me in first place.

and i won’t greet you

and don’t you dare

say a bloody word to me.

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and i won’t save you

i’m  not the one to do so.

but now you can either stay here

or face the faith you have had all along