nvr

today is too cold,
little raining maybe.
i feel asleep
and undressed.
i`m truying to speak
but i think something happened.
i see the spider on the wall
and i hear someone`s coming to find me.
that`s the day when i forget all about us.
our names and blood types.
i don`t want to run again,
i wait for you there.
i`m triyng to hold my breath
and talk to you.
i miss your skin and fears now
but it`s too dark to go out,
to catch the bus
and all i can do is shout.
it`s impossible feeling,
i`ts a shame, maybe inside.
i`m just looking for someone
who cares.
it`s a perfect day
to tear us apart.
i envy your breathing now
it`s here, inside and you know it.
a cup of questions on the table
and some are on the bed.
the Sun`s cutting the skyscrapers,
a small arguing in the air.
i don`t know who you are,
i don`t know who i am,
i don`t even know,
why the world`s still turning.
I need you calling
my name.