Consumed

So foolish but truly, she burns right through me!
Naturlich, as if she's off to sue me!
Assuming it's NOT to soon, to
Release monsoon and consume me!
Compete and completely COMPLETE ME!

Or to deliberately defeat, deplete and delete me!
Wherever I go she's right there with me!
Come beat me!!!
And in return, I BURN - marks all over her body
Sparse stars' sparks start the party and in turn
Combust internally and turn into inferno
That brings the tenth degree burns!
It hurts! And throws our souls into furnace!

They call us: "Those that can't find solace"
The moment prolongs like solstice,
But neither stops or stalls for armistice!
Once again, in pleasure and pain I yell but can't tell
Which round of heavenly hell is this?!

I guess there is no cure against such menace
It swept across our ranks and bent us:
To ignite remaining might, it's a dire fight
for light in a dark night! Time to decide
To die or try the dive for trifling life!

All hell is lost and last goodbyes fly!
At the core of true passions' firefight!

...

This unclear vision of nuclear fusion
Peculiar decisions that lead us into missions
True lies and false admissions,
I'm stormed by this unflinching, far-reaching indecision
And for the first time, it becomes so clear!
I stop aggression and simply step near
Looking in her eyes, whispering a prayer

She braces for attack, but I betray her...

...


Untied are all denials, so tired!!!
Ready to cry after so many errors and trials
Time - paralyzed, minds open to prescience
Exhausted are last notions of patience...

We become one, an epitome of calm and it no longer hurts...
Our lips touch, hearts in unison - consumed, but untouched
as the whole world around us


burns...


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D. Baizhanov
12/22/12