Recharged

I couldn`t fall asleep last night
Thinking over that private moment we had,
I forbad myself to judge it`s wrong or right,
I dared to stretch my loving hand.
The way you looked into the depth of me,
The way you slowly read my mind,
The way you let my feelings live,
Those million words we left behind.
There`s bottomless abyss between the two,
Like drawing black on tender white,
Still lots of threads connecting me to you,
Like twilight shadow meets the morning light.
Turning green into the purple with one stroke,
Coloring my pale cheeks into deep red,
Looked like soap bubbles whirled and broke,
Felt like all my creeping thoughts just bled.
Smiles unseen but drawn on paper,
Words are codified and kept in heart,
Love molecules swallowed, turned in vapor,
Seems like whole life has been recharged.
Feels like all my memory has been erased,
Heavy eyelids automatically fall down,
Seems your whisper has a bitter aftertaste
And buzzing doubts fuss around.
I feel I`m wrong to take this road
But can`t return to what I’ve been,
I`ve started writing longest ever ode
Involving us into breathtaking dream.
Point of no return with tempting rapture,
Grasped illusions, songs too sweet,
Trapped in love thirst, chained by gestures,
Still afraid but craving for this greed.
Scared to love though haunted by desire,
Roaring shadow of the past,
Scared to burn myself but jumping into fire,
Quickening my steps, almost running fast…
Since I`ve opened my battered heart
And all my silent tears have been dried up,
My world won`t be the same after recharge,
After I`ve yielded to the beat of love.

 -Svetlank@-