Dramatic

Seems I`m losing total control of me
Gently taken prison by your tempting eyes,
Dashing round a cage without any thought to flee,
Acting blindfold, wearing a cheeky girl disguise.

No one may guess what`s boiling in my mind,
What thoughts I bear when open my eyes,
Theatrical performance and a poignant crying
When skillfully all faces plunged in wicked lies.

Crowned by the smiles, I feel ecstatic,
Adored by many, still unloved by precious you,
Playing exquisite but carrying songs dramatic,
I feel like singing jazz but doing twilight blues.

Throwing unfeigned tears into the winter air,
Pulling scarf on deadened shoulders of mine,
I give the life around me a glassy stare,
I fall in stupor but I know I will be fine.

Inhaling exhaust fumes like  oxygen aquatic,
Groping my way through dirty urban world,
I`m singing happiness but damn, I feel dramatic
Chasing after fake illusions bought and sold.

Tearing between spontaneity and ostentation,
Behavior`s getting haughty and erratic,
Sleepy eyes and dreams of dubious salvation,
My whole life`s become inane and dramatic.

I sing of luxury and perfect diamonds,
My voice is clear like mountain dew,
Though through pretense and urban silence
I take a chance to look in depth of you…

- Svetlank@ -