Бейя Клара Вентура. Колумбия. Оазис моего голоса

````````````````````````````````Перевод с испанского
`````````````````````````````````с использованием
``````````````````````````````материалов С. Пригоцкой



```````````````````````````````Bella Clara Ventura

`````````````````````````````````OASIS DE MI VOZ

`````````````````````````````Quien ha visto mi alma?
`````````````````````````````La busco en cada pagina
````````````````````````````donde desgarro mi sentir.
`````````````````````````````Un devenir de artista,
````````````````````````````desnuda frente a si misma.
```````````````````Retrato del corazon herido desde la infancia
`````````````````````````cuando la defensa era el llanto.
````````````````Lagrimas convertidas en lagos, mares y corrientes
````````````````````````````donde ahogo en el presente
``````````````````````````````tristezas y soledades.
`````````````````````Pasos y sabores de las rutas perfumadas
``````````````````````al transitar una vida de lecciones.
```````````````````Esquina del alma que aprende a discernir
```````````````````````ente vuelos andados y desandados
```````````````````````````````en plumas aladas.
`````````````````````````````Nido de la sabiduria.
``````````````````````Se protege a si misma con sonrisas,
`````````````````````````````escudos contra el mal.
`````````````````````````Crece en piruetas valerosas,
`````````````````````````````ausentes de temores.
`````````````````````````Registro de la vieja energia.
```````````````````Como la lagartija desprende el pellejo,
`````````````````````````````impregnado de pasados,
`````````````````````````````armaduras de lo viejo
```````````````````````abandonadas a la vera del tiempo.
````````````````````````Cargas permitidas en andanzas.
``````````````````````````````Crean vuelos de paz.
``````````````````````````````Paz con uno mismo,
````````````````al trajinar cielos e infiernos terrenales.
``````````````````````El ayer se ilustra en claroscuros.
`````````````````````````````Bitacoras oscuras.
```````````````````````````Destellos en cada viaje.
```````````````````````````````Mapa interior,
`````````````````````````disenado por las pisadas
````````````````````````del peregrino que sigo siendo
``````````````````````````cuando al camino me hago
``````````````````````````de la mano de la otredad.
````````````````````````````````Foco de luz.
````````````````````Faro de mi yo en el oasis de mi voz.



`````````````````````````````Бейя Клара Вентура
`````````````````````````````ОАЗИС МОЕГО ГОЛОСА
```````````(Свидетельство о публикации распространяется только на перевод)
`````````Вольный литературный перевод с испанского О. Шаховской (Пономаревой)

```````````````````````Кто мою трепетную душу видел?
`````````````````````Её на каждой я странице оставляю,
````````````````````````своё смятение, коль обидят…,
``````````````````````накидку тайны, не боясь, срываю.
`````````````````````````Как выступление артиста,
`````````````````````сравнимо с виртуозным обнажением…
`````````````````````````````От боли мглистой
```````````````````портрет израненного с детства сердца,
```````````````````````(характера подспудное гранение),
```````````````````````когда защитой становился плач
`````````````````````И дверцы настежь раскрывали слёзы,
```````````````````````вмиг становясь озёрами, морями,
```````````````````````````топя саднящие «болячки»
```````````````````````````````и рождая грёзы...
`````````````````````Без принуждения слова являлись сами,
``````````````````подарком становились грусти, одиночеству.
`````````````И залитыми солнышком путями и…беспощадными уроками у жизни…
````````````````````````В них впечатления души воочию,
``````````````````````я выучилась поверять бумаге точно
``````````````````````````меж явью, прошлыми полётами,
`````````````````````````благодаря небесному сюрпризу.
``````````````````````Гнездо, что в сердце, знанья свили,
````````````способно защитить себя улыбкой доброты от подлостей и зла,
`````````````````````что случай или люди мне преподносили.
`````````````````````````````Растёт оно и ширится,
```````````````````````cо временем я смелость обрела
```````````````````````````и не бояться стала страхов
```````````````````````````(герметизировано изнутри).
````````````````````Как ящерица сбрасывает хвост, не ахнув,
````````````````````````от прошлого, решительная, ухожу,
`````````````````````````````его оставив на обочине.
``````````````````````Энергию добра в сердцах для Мира разбужу,
```````````````````````с собою мир установив надёжный, прочный.
````````````````````````````Диапазон моих дорог широк:
```````````````````````````я в Небе к Истине открою путь,
``````````````````````в аду земном мне побывать настанет срок,
``````````````````````и в дне вчерашнем выделить потерянную суть.
```````````````````````Где светотень хороший преподаст урок:
```````````````````````в ней правда есть и лжи слепые уголки.
```````````````````````````Но для души мне карта от Небес
``````````````````````паломнику, чьи стоптаны в дорогах башмаки…
```````````````````````````тому, кто борется против кошмара,
`````````````````````````кто хочет избежать несправедливой кары...,
`````````````````````````````кто хочет миру мирной жизни,
````````````````````````````Не схожа я другими, ну и что же,
```````````````````````````````несовпаденье  не тревожит,
`````````````````````````````я всё же не теряю Неба Из виду.
```````````````````````````Есть осознание – я фокус Его света,
``````````````````````````````маяк – душа моя, душа поэта,
```````````````````````````````мне Слово помогает в этом!

10.10.12