I ll run away

From hope... There is not enough  use

I was convinced of it time
All this doesn't depend on me , it's fine
I live, don't want to think that I'll die
I want to say: "Stop an instant, this mine!"

All world embodied in a reality dreamnt of it
Everyone though slightly wants to feel it
Such feelings you won't take away, you won't return

One day, I'll run away
I wish to release the head
From evel thoughts
Sometime I quietly can run away, leaving all
Maybe, one day it already occured in the past, who knows

I see that a new day has come again
(This begining of fascinating adventures)
When will all these noise and din be finished?
I feel your heat, I'm becoming so bad
I fall, show has stopped.

Only sharp
Move of a hand
Wakes up me from long dream
Fires are lit , music is included, people continue to dance
My pain starts to turn into fear
But 'no', the  head feels giddy again, I fall.

I knew that it's the end
Goodbye, my friend