Much more

When I'll go this not clear way
I'll make to change awful day
As well as beach sand into a black clay
As I will be glad to say.

You say that the love is blind
I'll want far away to hide
And never to see the light
That nobody saw my terrible kind.

Everything of what I dreamed, wished
has turned into a reality, worse than before
Because all this appeared much more.
Than that terrible idea, which recently has
visited my head (it's much more)
But it would be possible to avoid,
If I would be the usual man.
The feeling's untold
Couldn't be sold.

I try to go, I'm not thinking of anything
that inside my heart
There maybe in such a way, I dream to
walk and start...
All over again, not removing the eyes aside
So have just a rest and never mind.

There's no law
Which doesn't allow, to lose the control
So I'll find you, I'll release your pure soul.
I will begin to watch of you and I fall.
If I fall one again, It will be seen by all