how do you feel?

Show me the reason of life forever
Give me the sense of this bearable sins
Tell me the truth somehow, whenever
Strictly, profusely open the means.

How do you feel
When you look out to this world?
How do ya’ feel
And wha’cha ever know?
How do you feel
When you’re touching with this world?
How do ya’ feel
And don’t ya’ loose control?

This is my price I pay for you
This is a gift for breakin’ true.
Here is a place of crossing roads
Here we are two and both devoid…

Havin’ no soul no memories
Able to breathe but hardly need
Twisted around with tied arms
Loosing our grace in land of farms

How did you feel
When you walked into this world?
How did ya’ feel?
Wha’ could you ever know?
How do you feel
When you’re oppressed with this world?
How do ya’ feel
Unabled to go on?

I’m afraid of the lie staring at me in the mirror
I’m against the light glowing down from the sealing…
My twisted brain turns off again
I’m feeling your body so close to my hand

I’m loosing my brain
I’m falling to grave
My smoked brain turns off again
I’m screaming out
I’m dieing without
Your astringent blood that makes me feel
That everything’s real…

How do you feel
When you step into this door?
What do you think
Is waiting there in front?
How do you feel?
What did you know before?..

10-08-2007