I m Not Here

The walls are real, the stairway too
The rain`s wetting streets and it seems so true
But sometimes i feel like i`m not here

The telephone is ringing, the tv is on
But the air around seems so cold to me
Sometimes i feel like i`m not here
    
        My mind is achin` because of the wind
        That brought me only pain
        Is it the wind of change or is it a cage
        For my soul?

They`re trying to get me, trying to save
But most of them even don`t know my name
And this time i feel like i`m not here

I feel so lost on this lonely road
And nothing makes me happy, neither whiskey nor gold
Sometimes i feel like i`m not here

        My mind is achin` because of the wind
        That brought me only pain
        Is it the wind of change oh is it a cage
        For my soul?
               
  So maybe i should stop this torture
  And leave it all behind  my back?
  Well, and the train is closer...
  I wonder how far i can get...