Тебе in English

You know, I have decided, I must go…
How many nights without dreams?
I’ve overcome my fears and my problems,
I burn two thousands candles inside me.
And I was waiting, crying for you,
But knew – you wouldn’t answer me.
You are not mine, I am not yours
I’m outside, you’re not with me!
Oh God! How many lives without you
I have already lived in past!
You are my passion and my dream
I seek you – you are my part!
You are my soul, your word is “no”
I know, I didn’t ask the question!
But I was falling down the floor –
And waiting for you many centuries…
You are the wind and my moonlight
You are an unread poem of my book!
But I was waiting  for thousands years
In fire I could see you look…
Like an Amazon and like a cat
Seven thousands days are not too long
I am the Sky, the laughter, the sonnet
I have no time, no anymore
I keep a secret. But one day
I will be brave to say these words to you…
That I am yours, but you’re not mine
But finally I’m loving you!!!