Sweet Poison

The night has gone. The morning starts.
I'm sorry that we are apart.
I pray to God to save my soul.
I'm so afraid to be alone.
The sky which has never been blue,
Begins to show me same old clue.
I see the problem, I can't solve.
I feel the wind, which blows and blows.
That endless dark - is my defeat.
I wanna die. I'm incomplete.
My heart is broken. How I feel?
That awfull question soon will kill.
You are as typical, as all.
Your soul is dust, your heart's a stone.
You say that you are special, why?
So, don't you see that you just lie?
You've never lived, you've never loved.
You're human living in the crowd.
Please, don't pretend, I hate this kind.
Say, where are clues I cannot find.
You're creature, whose heart's petrified.
Confess that you deserve to die.
Those memories don't leave my head.
I feel the feelings, it's so bad.
My life - my rules. But what the sense?
The death won't pass you in the end.
My only friend is rain, not you.
You're the bitrayer and it's true.
You have been feeding me sweet lies,
You cannot answer question "Why?"
I know that you live for yourself.
Darling, you ought to understand:
The death - is start. You die and live.
I begg - read letters you recieve.
You think, you're King, but why do you?
Yes, you have changed but not 'to good.
Tell me - you love me, tell this lie,
What is the reason, you must die?
Tell me the storry, say it's true.
I'm sorry I can't find the clue.
I'm waiting for the happy end.
But there's no hope.. Let's not pretend.
Don't make me suffer, tell the truth.
So, maybe there will be a clue?
You're awful, ugly, lying soul.
I hope you'll suffer as deserve.
I swear, I'm not the evil one,
But holly fair is my love.
I wish you felt my feelings, dear.
But in the end everything's clear.