thank you. thank you all

best of the best
the first of those
having been loved most
my innermost
***

it refers to the guys
whose capacity is
to create
hurricanes and fireflies
in my mind
for the last five years
for the last fucking five years
sounds like a blessing
from the inside
sounds like a chance
like a gift from an outer force
i feel i deserve it - of course.

i kneel before her, beneath this frozen sky - thank you, brian.
***

interest aroused
around
myself, i dare, i claim
i've found
something to eliminate the things which were so lame
i've found
someone to comfort me in the times which are so lame
and when i'm sick of yearning
and when i suffocate
and when i choke
and when it all seems desperate
i feel you.

***

nor a brissotin can shut my mouth
up
truth is just the thing that no one
can stop.
nor a murderer's knife can make me
fall
i'm with you,
my girl,
who is six feet tall.
nor a spanish spy can blow up
my head
if it happens, i swear
i'll rise from the dead.
and nor a georgian guy can prevent me
from
staying in the place which i call
home.

Placebo, Marie, Jean-Paul Marat, Leon Trotsky.
как-то так.