In the absence of you

I take a look right from the edge
In the absence of you.
Sanity stands there without it’s grace,
Boundaries seem so tightening cruel.
Waves of the madness crash at the shore
And buildings crumble to the sand,
My heart pumps blue thing up and more
Until I’m choked on what I get.
Hand of mine is reaching to the light
Through arctic plains and northern stars,
But desperate feelings put out my eyes
At the gate – half of key cannot crack it as…

In the absence of you
I lose promises I’ve made –
The promise to live,
The promise to be.
In the absence of you
There’s nothing much left
Of me… to release…

Tons of the bodies are hanging around,
Though just single face I’m able to see.
It’s so terrifying known as my own,
But wherefrom is this crooked grin?
Oh no, I don’t wanna face him anymore,
Despite he stays ahead, behind or inside me.
Because he sank the line in the middle of road,
Blinded the sky and left alone me to breath.

In the absence of you
Nine deaths of one soul,
Conscience’s caught by really black hole.
In the absence of you
Melody restricted to everlasting beep,
Dance of the points on the silver screen.
In the absence of you
Nothing matters more or less,
Even not universe the careless,
But the absence of you…


Январь 2012, Вильнюс