Temptation

Whether I am sick and crazy
Or I'm living in a mess,
All my feelings look just hazy,
Mind won't ever have a rest.

I might proceed to any place
And do there everything I want,
But I can only draw your face,
Whole world annoys me, just you don't.

Your presence lingers in my head,
You're my incurable disease,
I feel like I'm already dead
And want my heart to be released.

I fall into the line
With pain, that I could never keep.
You won't ever be mine,
That's why I'm not asleep.

Since I met you I can't dispense
With thoughts about your caress.
The silent whisper's just offense,
Some secret I would never guess.

Temptation chucks into my heart
The fire of love I can't resist.
Do not remind that we're apart,
Just tell me that you don't exist,

That you are not a real woman,
Who leaves in soul the deepest trail,
Imagination of cursed human,
And I'm in love with fairytale.

My heart would never lie to me
But you don't see that it just aches.
I'm forced to get it and submit
Your sneering smile, which only fakes.