My Life

Ok, I'll tell about myself.

My life for u seems to be hell.

I know,I'm lying very much.

I'm dying from the very touch.

I wanna cry but laugh again.

I wanna die but stay the same.

I'm tired of the world these days.

But what to do to feel ok?

My parents hate me 'coz I lie.

They have a question. It is: "Why?"

I know the answer but don't say.

They ask me, why I don't obey.

Those questions kill me, make me dead.

They think that I'm the only. Bad.

I'll tellthe reason only u.

I lie 'coz world is very cruel,

'coz people whomI love, hate me,

'coz they don't think that I must live.

My life's a shit. I realise.

I don't have to apologize...

And now I'm writing these fool lines.

I wanna die -- my last desire.

I wanna live as simple kids.

And I want someone to need me.

But hope is dying and me too.

No one will miss me, and it's true.

I'll stop this hell. I'll die tonight.

But I will never hear their cry.