Idiot part 2

Lady and gentleman! I glad to see you on my page, in my notes. 
Yes, I'm gone crazy. Yes, I'll write on foreign language. 
Do you know why? It's simple. Who know - (s)he will understand me. 

Of course, I write 2 u, and only u know 
How in my eyes reflected fate blow 
I can't tell 2 u everything, I'm just afraid 
Maybe it evil fate... I wanted say... Yesterday... 
Please, pick up ur phone, write the message 
My soul bleed, it's need ur text passage, 
I was wrong, u know, I was confess 
So please, throw me little SMS... 
Voland gave commandment, but I'll brake it 
Yes, I'm asking for u, I just need 
I'll write to u a lullaby and sing at a bedtime, 
Please, reassure my soul, I'll wait... 
My life like a phoenix now resurrect 
Please don't shut this door, I'll act 
Look in my eyes, I look in ur 
And my heart beat more and more...   
It's just shit!   
Fuck this world, like wikileaks! 
I opened my eyes, I showed soul 
It funny? Maybe... In my brain growl! 
I try do everything, realy try 
My friend says "Fuck Kay", time by time. 
Big, mad head in fire, tremble arm on keys 
Boss instructed me, I work. It's a lie. 
Of course, good weather, sun on street 
And I listen on loop the little beat... 
90 BPM, I write it myself 
Read my words. It last. No more accel...