When I look in the mirror

When I look in the mirror, I know I’m looking at someone who isn’t sure she deserves to be loved at all
What I want - just be loved. I don’t need something special I just wonna add photos we made on FB…I just wanna you to tell ur friends about me. I wanna wake up with u….i wanna wake up with u much more that I wanna sleep with u.
I don’t wanna hide don’t wanna be a mistress….no..... all my life I have been a mistress.
I used to hear :” honey, ill be at home it one hour” just when he still hold me and smoke after. I know I have deserved it. I know….all my life I have been doing nothing to give up with such life.
And still im not strong enough to do it. I still cant. Just cant. I know ill cry I know how it hurts sometimes. Is it love….no…im sure! Its cant be.
Im still waiting…may be in a year….may be in ten…. Ill deserve that I need soo much


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