Confessional

Confessional

If i would sniff some cocaine
Right off my fucking nose it`d
spill.
If I would take a pill,
right off my fucking mouth
It`d fall.
I had it all. Enough to lose control
And yet to little to completely disapper
Or have no fear.
If i`d have some sleep
Right off my fucking bed
I`d tumble
If i`d have none,
my whole existance would
In pieces
crumbmle.
If I would eat, i`d vomit
Every part
If I would fast i`d vomit out
My heart
If I`d talk to friend
I`d get fucked up
If I`d stay alone
I`d teart apart.
If I`d had sex
I`d hope for it to end
If I`d be trendy,
Death and hollow`d be the trend.
If I`d drink
That beer pint by pint
The alchohol addiction would I fight
Or scotish whiskey, glass by fucking glass
I`d wait for my entire life
To pass
If I`d be religious
They`d kick me out like fucking beast
That phony fatass sinners
So-called priests
If I would have a faith
I`d let it down
If I`d be a king
I`d shit on shiny shitty
crown

If I`d love
I would explode with hate
And though, i will, cause love`s
My only fate.