Lament

I'm sad as a clown, like a cockroach i'm down!
My joy has abandonded this uncanny town,
for you're not here with me and i'm all alone,
my friends are all gone and my hopes are all blown.

There is no one near me, my day is a crook,
my heart bears a big heavy ironic hook!
Nowhere i can find a soul mate of mine,
so I'm sharing meself with a glass of cheap wine,

stuffing meself with all the 3rd rate food,
hungry no more, i am just in the mood
eating ice creams and pop corn, and cheeze cakes.
Why have you left me? Why have I stayed?

I am so lonesome - a freak in the mall.
The candy department, last refuge of all
I'm falling apart! I'm tearing my clothes!
I'll die of a cholesterol overdose!

I used to be happy and sporty, and sober,
but now i don't care if my clothes are neat -
all the dreams of mine by the train's been run over -
the train of the consequenses of my deeds!

I used to be high like the tower of Babel,
but now I'm just Cain who've already screwed Abel.
This song that i sing to my walls and my floor
is a sigh of a man who is welcome no more.

I'm sad as a clown! Like a cockroach i'm down!
And Santa is not coming back to my town.