Rain above me

Rain above me

I don’t need anything from you,
I just tried to force myself to love you,
Hoping to succeed and pull it through,
But the sky of blue turned grey above me.

I don’t care at all what people think,
Even if I lost respect of others,
But I used my chance, I tore the link,
Feeling that my lover’s more like brother.

Though you are a truly decent guy,
And I wished to learn your ways of tender.
You respected me, I don’t deny,
Being my reliable defender,

But you’re just not there inside my soul.
For I cannot open to a locker.
Both of us have tried this waxen role,
Both of us have lost our lucky joker.

Thought I wished myself a simple guy,
Common and reliable as many.
I’m the complicated one that’s why
Better not to spend on me your penny.

Both of us intelligent enough
To survive the harshness and the madness.
I believe and hope one day above
Sky would change to blue from bitter sadness.
 

06.2006