A Dream

Once upon a time I had a dream –
In alien city I was stranger,
Walked down a streets, and walked in blue,
And hadn’t feel there any danger.
There were a houses, lights and smoke,
And crazy dance of sounds around,
And over me on crests of roofs
A perfect sky had find it ground.
And something, I remember now,
I really had to looking for,
But sudden silent falled around -
That it was closed… my dream’s Door!
I have looked back –  no any house -
They disappeared as one;
As soon as I turned down a sight –
Cars seemed also gone.
The Silent kept …
A horror, fear, and dark in colour of coal,
I have looked up – the sky is none,
Just only big black hole.
I have looked down on a ground,
But didn’t find the Earth;
I hadn’t wings to fly away,
So sad I not it worth.
I looked around, but I have found
Only one emptiness,
It was around, around, around
I just saw darkness,
Wanted to give up all as a bad job –
And also hasn't found a hand,
Both raincoat sleeves, and feet,
And pants, oh God… and other hand.
And having lost a body at once,
I only by my thought
Tried to explain all by evil will,
A will that was pervert.
But then I lost my memory
And feelings given by heart,
Remained just instinct in a full deep–
Necessity of Word.
And in a silence infinite
As a message of new game
My spirit suddenly has shouted:
«I am! I am! I am!»
And suddenly has opened new world
That was my soul the same,
Of unprecedented miracles –
THE WORLD THAT I BECAME.
And here my dream has over all,
Has come time to awake,
But I continue to sleep-
No fears, no doubts, no break.