Something dark is coming over me

Something dark is coming over me,
Hiding things I eitherways can't see
Arrows sharp, they're scraping off my skin,
Stripping naked what I feel within.
If it was destined as revelation
I'll retreat that inner confrontation...

Darkness shining in my open eyes,
I am facing all your wicked smiles,
What you see is only in my head -
If it came to life you would be dead.
Angels bleeding in a soul on fire,
Raining pain made desert sole just drier...

You...you're also standing with the crowd,
Looking lost, for me you're still around
Though I'm never let to heal your scars
I'll just wipe my tears and turn to stars.
Your imperfect cuts will hurt no longer,
As I leave my way you'll get much stronger...

I must have been dreaming all the time,
Time and time believing all this crime,
Push me off, I'm closer to the end,
Push away this love, my faithless friend.
You are innocent when lying; smile and laugh!
It was me not trying hard enough

2005