Nor your recipes for my happiness!

I'm at home and I'm just looking through the window.
I'm thinking about life and sence of it-it happens with me sometimes.
The weather isn't fine, it rains hardly, but there is a "window" between the clouds. This allows sun to shine while the rain is running along the roofs.

I see a little girl. I think she's just five or six years old.She has only light dress, but she doesn't mind: she laughs happily under this cold water.
The Sun helps rainbow to appear. The girl tries to catch rainbow, but she can't because it glides through her thin fingers...

I thought: "She's probably very cold. She can catch the flu!!!!!!!! I MUST help her!" I opened the door and went outdoors with warm jacket.
That moment I was trying  to put this jacket on the skinny girl's shoulders.

"DON'T DO THIS!!!!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!!"- she cried.

"Why?"-I asked.

"You destroyed me and my rainbow!!!!"-she said.

"Don't you want to have some hot tea in my cosy room? You'll feel better. I think... Now you're so cold an so miserable!"-said I with a kind voice.

"I'm probably cold, but I'm not miserable"-she said. "Mind your own business"

I had to listen to her happy laughter at about three hours....I wanted to help her, but I couldn't. I was really unhappy.

The next morning the girl died. I was depressed.
"Why are you so sad?"-asked I myself. "Probably she was the happiest in the world up to the end of her life...."