with youforever

I’m tired of being alone
In the crowd I have just a shadow
by my side and nobody else
And even now, with you plus time passing by
I still can be alone, all by myself at night.
Despite all fights and sorrows,
all misunderstandings and stupid talks
That always came along (in life)
I stayed and stay with you and by your side
It was never easy to be with you…
You think I will regret
And maybe will,
But now – hell no!
You thought I will forget
But I never will
All the decisions that were made before
They are still in game
And it’s just too late to go back to past
Will I ever find out was I right or not?
But I will definitely never find out why
And for what I have made all this
And I don’t really care, I was taught to life by moments,
Not by the play, it hard to keep in mind:
What have you done, what you should do
and what are you doing now.
It’s hard for sure, but why it should be easy?
And I know I can change everything I want
That’s why I enjoy every second of now…
And nothing else matters to me.