A dance of fiery despair

Wearing a subtle fragrance of Chanel on my neck
I`m spinning round in a dance of unconcern,
What`s left from love are simply burned-out wrecks,
We`ve reached the deadlock with a point of no return.

I swallow sounds while dancing with my loneliness,
The curtains closed, no moonlight penetrates the room,
I did refuse to build relationship out of my stubbornness,
I`ll never dare to reunite with you.

I count to hundred, days are flying,
But music`s on to heal my heart,
Like hungry vagabond here for your love I`m starving
But full of silly pride to beg of brand new start.

When were apart I gasped for air,
The rains covered me like whirls of ocean storm,
Like bear deprived of shelter I shouted and blared,
Was left alone with pain, half-shredded and half-torn.

Aspiring to outvoice the music
I`m crying thru silence begging you,
You are temptation, can’t refuse it,
Come out from reticence like thunder out of blue.

I stretch my palms toward the rainy sky,
I`m swinging in a dance of fiery despair,
It`s up to you to hear my soul and heal my pride,
Remember time you hugged me dipping fingers in my hair.

`Ha ha` - I`m laughing at myself,
The way I broke frail glass of treasured bliss,
The way I threw it off from our relation`s shelf
And plucked the leaves from young spring twigs.