thoughts... number3

I don’t understand…

Why you always turn away your back on the crying world?
Why you always trying to help, when I’m not?
Why you always trying to save my life when I say-no?
But I will never understand why I’m still with you…
May be because I love you?

I don’t understand why you always want to cry when it’s raining, like you lost something important for you, but you don’t know what exactly? Why you want to smile when you see cute puppy eyes, that look at you as the most cute and adorable thing in the world? And why sometimes the world is just upside down for you, everything seems wrong and mistaken?
But most of all I don’t understand why we should give up our dreams like sacrifice for somebody or something that may be you really don’t understand why you should do it? When situation is going out of you control, and you just don’t have any choices then to put all your dreams at the shell of plans “someday in the future”, hoping that one day they will come true.
  What I understand the most-how you can love someone more then anything in you life, when you need someone near you 24/7, just know that this person is always on you side and always ready to take care of you. I understand why you never want this person to let go, and how it hurts when you do, because if you love- you care about happiness this person, not your.