Endless nights

I’ve spent too many endless nights for pain and tears
My dream exists and every moment’s getting stronger
Then suddenly one day it disappeares
As can’t live only in my mind... no longer.

Illusions hide, becoming true
And break like glass, thrown on the floor
This day’s a level to go through
Tomorrow’s knoking in the door

I woke up, opened tired eyes
To let the future in my present
It showed my past, it’s full of lies
And strangely smiled to make me think
It’s kind and pleasent

Some time has gone, turned into past
And future showed it’s real face
So, there’s nothing now in what
I’ll defenitly trust

...Life seems to me a kind of competition on a difficult trace.
And I will fight to be the winner
I’ll loose so much memories on the way,but I will get the price

Today there is a baked or bowled victory for the dinner -
Depends how many times You’ll jump above your head
- just once or twice?!...

15.05.2005