No mercy

I've never thought love could be so painful,
But now I am sure that it can.
You think the truth is just shameful,
But it's shameful to be who I am...

I gave You all: my soul and heart – it's true,
And all the words I needed to say.
That's the question – what did You do?
Yeah, I know – just threw it all away.

I cried, blinded, I called Your name-
But did You listen? Oh, such a fool.
I cried, I begged and felt the same –
But did You listen? You thought it was just cool.

My madness was surrounded by fears,
I forgot everything I knew,
I couldn't dream, blinded by tears...
Was not it all enough for You?

Now I know who You really are-
You've finally taken off Your mask.
But I hope that freedom's not so far,
I've no more questions to ask.

But everything real is healing –
Everything that can be shown.
Forget about your shallow feeling.
I'll save myself on my own.

I've never thought we could be so far,
But You've no rights to talk to me.
No, just stay where You are!
Now I've got completely free.

26/08/09