I am going through all I have done... It was my fa

Don't go right now,
Don't leave me at this moment, no!
I beg: "Forgive all pain, my guilt
I caused not now but before;
I brought about thereby
all of I was fighting for''

I call: ''Forgive all grief I've done"
All grief I've done would stay with me,
Just understand that I'm in fear
To stay alone without thee,
To subsist there and not to live...

I can forget my fear and grief
But not yours, forgive me please,
I ask you for just some release.
I recognise that you are here,
I know you will not feel for me.
What I've done? I've killed it all.
How could I stand this pain and woe?

Do all you want, forgive my fault,
I know you're right, I know I'm wrong.
My tears do mean nothing for you,
I will be there but you will leave
for something more; I cry: "Forgive!"
Your ache is mine, and I will be
forever there but you will leave.

I ask you for: "Just say one word
that heal my wound, my inner world".
I'm crying now 'cause you have gone,
It was my fault, it's all I'd done...
I am going through all I have done...

26.09.08