Ugly brain

Alone, I’m everything and nothing.
 Alone ,my mind is pathetically good .
Don’t you fucking touch me ,stop it.
 You’re scratching me under my hood.
 Dissolving in crowd, feel only heartbeat.
My nerves are choosing not to work.
I never feel that acceptable garbage.
My only wish-don’t fuck with me, jerk.   
 
I know why you hate me.
Come and say that in my face.
 I wish you’d betray me,
Leave me alone, leave my ugly brain.   
 
Today will get me away from suffer,
 Tomorrow will give me another fear.
Right now my heart is empty –just nothing.
The only thing a deserve-not to be in here.
 
  I know why you hate me.
Come and say that in my face.
 I wish you’d betray me,
 Leave me alone, leave my ugly brain.
 
  I’ll cross your mind, reflecting shit.
 There is nowhere you can hide from me.
I’ll drown you in my bloody rain.
 So leave me alone.               
  Leave my ugly brain.
So leave me alone.   
    Leave my ugly brain.